it saddening to always realize that i can never go back to the person i was before. this world has corrupted my mind. im a corrupted person.
Rick Warren’s Son
sometimes i ask myself if ricks warren’s (the best selling author of the purpose driven life, a born again christian) son can do it. i can do it too.,,,
sometimes i envy people who decided to kill themselves. i wish i had the strength to do it. been praying for it. i dont have a gun, but i fantasize on blowing my head off silencing this fucked brain of mine. i dont have a gun but there are tall places i could jump in like malls or buildings.
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